ThE SeCrEt WiThIn mE

Im FiNaLlY bAcK~!

2005-09-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Yo~! after a long break... mi finally back.. =D =D sry for not updating wor.. mk and en.. haha... anyways... busy wif my sch work and -ahem- wif her la...
but now... must concentrate on studies le.... cant disappoint people... still dun dare to show my mom the report book.. and the cher alraedy collected so many le... oh wells... hmm.... its been hard for me these few days.... but... dats for u to noe onli... anyways.... i nned to go le... so late liao... maybe i come back tml? or in a few days bah.... dunno...

k le... BuAiz~!

CrAzY mOmS~

2005-06-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

urgh... moms are going crazy everywhere... jus beware... even my mom also siao le.. =P

my mom usually dun nag me when i go out de... but now she nag nag nag.... -.-" buay tahan.. esp today... i come home onli.. she nagging at me sae cannot go out liao.. wat the hell lor..... if i dun go out now.. sch start... cant even go out liao lo... dun even have time... still nag... haix.... crazy moms... she called.. den i nvr pick up... den later i call back.. got shouted at lo... wtf lar.... got shouted for nothing....

hmmz... not much else to write le... i go heal my wounds... BuAiZ~!

HaIx~!

2005-06-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

haix... so sianz sia... hmmz... i very sry dat i din reply ur msg.... din get woken up by my fone... woke up onli at 1+... hope u got recieve my msg... hmmz... haix... whole dae seem to be like eating sia... i tink i noe y... wanna noe ask me... haix... whole dae sat inside aircon rm... play com... den evening go jp eat wif alex.... sianz lo.... come back home... sit down onli jump up liao... got a lizard inside my cup.. o.o scare me sia... haix... still waiting for ur msg.... disturbing shee shee at the moment.. xD haha... trying to hold myself from going insane... =/

hmmz... late le.. BuAiZ~!

*FeElInGs: LoNeSoMe AnD bOrEd*

An AdD oN tO mOi LaSt PoSt~

2005-06-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

haix.... u sae den go le... haix... din even let me reply.... haix.. feeling so lonely now.... felt so much like crying... but... i try to hold it in... was so happi to get ur msg... but... haix... nvm... jus glad ur still safe and sound... hope u have fun bah.... u may nvr get another chance to have so much fun... seeing as how i may be so boring.... from ur msg i can tell ur very excited ahd happi dat u went... i noe i shouldnt be selfish... but... haix... once again.. nvm.... i noe u always tell me to finish wat im saying but... i jus really cant bear to put the words in.... jus feel like crying now... putting it in may make it worse... haix... how i wish u would be able to see this now.. but i noe dats impossible... and dat u have offed ur fone... so my msg may onli reach u the next time u on the fone.... jus hope to be able to help u carry ur bags on sunday... * a feeling of a stab in the heart.... its so painful... i nvr knew loneliness can hurt so much.... * *forces tears back* haix....

*fEeLiNgS: sAd AnD lOnElY*

MiXeD fEeLiNgS~!

2005-06-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmmz.... im back again... but todae so sianz sia... last nite talking to her... accidently fell aslp... very pai seh... guess i was too tired le... but luckily she forgave me... =) was worried for her as she left her hse.... she was.... "not in top form"..... oh well.... hope she is well... and it didnt bother her much...

todae whole afternoon... com mad sia.. lag like siao... den had to go use bro's com... so bu xi guan... but can play good le... haix... miss u telling me to "relax"... =P haha.... hmmz... todae is Zero to Hero de last eps... and heres the story.... as promised by me... but... maybe is redundent cus u may have read wat happens in mags...

( REM TO WEAR SPECS LEH )
-bao has gone berserked and even the ghost officers couldnt capture him.. including melvin... they all got thrown into purgalory and when bao threaten to raise the temp.... newton stopped him... if bao had raise above 500 degrees.... the furnace would explode... taking the whole neither world wif it... newton agreed to grant any of bao's wish so they he would let them go.... bao believed him and let him off to " let bao return to the mortal realm "
-zu and the rest are getting to cremate zhi's body.... but sanyuan stops it.. in hope of zhi returning to life... even zu believes so.... but suddenly... zu get hits and falls unconscious... in his dream... newton informs zu of wat has happened and instructs him on finding the timegate and how to find it...
-zhi's body is cremated b4 zu wakes up and everyone starts to leave... zu finds out dat zhi's body has been cremated and seems to forget about the timegate.... at the entrance.... zu rems of the timegate and runs off looking for it... xiumei and elephant runs after him... in the end.. elephant gives zu a ride... when they almost met in a accident.... elephant refused to continue driving anymore and zu drove off in the car without elephant...
-zu finally arrives at the place where the timegate is supposed to be... but encounters the security guards when looking for the timegate... when he was chased by a dog... he reaches a dead end and finds the timegate.... zu den is sucked into the timegate...
-bao is angry dat newton is late and raises the temp. to 500 degrees... where it goes into auto mode... when newton arrives back.. he got knocked unconscious and put back into the purgalory....
-zu successfully arrives back in time and find himself on the overhead bridge where bao wanted to attack him.... this time... when bao runs off... zu calls his officer and reported it... and ask for him to do wat he asked... zu den caught up wif bao and agrees to jump off the building... zhi escapes to zu and they both fall off the building... den... the police arrives and apprehands bao... downstairs.... zu and zhi lands safely on balloons or something dat the SCDF has put up.... zhi is sent to the hospital...
-elephant and the rest arrive and sees zu very glum and they start to worry.... but zu told them dat zhi was fine and he was jus worried if he had successfully changed the past....
-zhi wakes up to see sanyuan and sixi lying beside her bed... she wakes them up and they are happi to see her awake... zhi den finds zu slping in the couch in a awkward posture...
-zhi is whipping up dinner and a flash back of her learning from 6th great aunt in her dreams appear... elephant is mesmerized by the food dat zhi has cooked...
-zu's mom has moved in with him and she is very happi as it has always been her and shiyi's wish to live wif zu.... at dinner... elephant announces dat they are opening a new stall and dat he asked zhi to be the chef... zu teases elephant by making him bai zhi as his shifu...
-the stall opens and buiness is great... at nite... after tucking everyone in bed... zu returns to his rm... his pyjamas same as zhi.... zhi complains dat she as a back ache and zu teases her by asking her if she wans a full body massage... zhi jus gets into the bed... zu brings a bottle of purfume to the bed and sprays himself.. asking if he smells nice... zhi smells him and takes the purfume and does the same... suddenly... zu runs out of the room and goes to his dad's altar... asking him to tell them not to appear in his dreams tonite.. even if it concerns the world... zu returns to the room and gives a cheeky laughter... and jumps into bed wif zhi... END

phew... -.-" so long nia... but.. haix.. dunno u need or not... oh wells... =/
hmmz.... jus hope u can call tonite...
late le.. BuAiZ~!

( MiSsEs YoU~ )

HmMmZ~

2005-06-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

hmmz... found out dat she in student council... kinda disappointed and happi and the same time... disappointed cus i wont be able to spend the time wif her during the hols.... happi as she seems quite happi dat she was selected....

hmmz... todae she came to visit after the student council camp briefing.... she so shy... dun dare come in even when i asked her to.. onli come in after my mom left to go to the market... hmmz.... watch tv for a while and went out le...

haix.. tml she going for the camp... come back for the overseas trip... now going out for the camp again... see her onli twice.... haix.... worry about her also.... hmmz... realli gonna miss her.... haix... not feeling well and not in the mood... so BuAiZ~!

WeEe~!

2005-06-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

weeee~! haha.. todae finally got to see her le... so happi.. muahahaha... =.= lolx.. okae lar.. i dun so crazy le... jus very happi.... at first wanted go see movie de.. but shesae no money... sianz lo... den no choice postpone to next week...

sianz nia.. not much to post todae... now SO SIANZ LAR~! <_<>_> -.- =.= @_@ o.o O.O

blehz.... haix.. late le.. BuAiZ~!

YaY~! iM sO hApPi~!

2005-06-08T00:14:00.000+08:00

luckily she was onli flight delayed... nothing happened to her... very happy~! =) well... gotta catch up to her when she calls back later... * JuMpS aBt In JoY~! * sry fot the double post.. heh... BuAiZ~!

( NvR fElT sO wOnDeRfUl AnD hApPy To HeAr HeR vOiCe~! )

YaY~! iM sO hApPi~!

2005-06-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

sia... todae dam wu liaoz.... morning wake up... tell my mom need go sch.. den she sae : alot of people always see my chun wif a gal... swt sia... but finally she convinced i go sch for CCA.. lol... todae sjab so sianz nia... dat dam SC attitude sia.. dunwan take bout him.. makes my blood boil...

todae sjab... wasted 3hrs++ planning for the outing... in the end.. cancelled.... cus of some... ******** people.... cant think of dat word... let u guys do the tinking bah.. =p den... supposed 3.30 end de.. in the end... near 5 den go... wat sia.. haix.. nvm... after dat went mac wif jit siang and zhen liang... played ice.. lol... reminded me of us playing... haix... den went home le.. on bus felt sick sia.. maybe cus i reading book... =p

summary for Zero to Hero:
(wear ur specs when reading this.. dun wan ur eyes damaged.. T.T)
-car pleaded newton to let him reincarnate to become hongzhu's son again.. and newton agreed... but when car was supposed to be reincarnated.. melvin appeared and tried to stop them.. but newton helped car escape...
-hongzhu had a safe birth and when zu started to talk to car... zhi was shocked and went home immediately asked sanyuan and sixi to pack their bags...den they went to xiumei's place to stay...
-bao was haunted by zhengde and bao tried to dissipate zhengde's soul by burning his bones.... in the neitherworld... all of them had been locked into the pulgary(spelling error) including newton... den zhengde suddenly started to burn and they found out someone was trying to burn zhengde's bones... suddenly lightning striked the pile bones and the fire exploded... and it started to rain... bao ran off to hide...
-elephant and dolly had to leave the hotel as he had no more money and went to zu to look for lodging... elephant told zu dat he might find zhi at xiumei's place and he went... when xiumei opened the door... she was terrified and was stuttering... but zu finally convinced her dat he was not possessed or anything... and passed her sanyuan and sixi's textbook and other items...
-weeks passed and zu still could not see zhi and the 2 children... but zu got a anti-vice case and they set off... after all the hookers were apprehanded... a pimp ran off and zu and his colleague went off to chase after him.... they ran to a abandoned house and caught the pimp there... zu asked his colleague to leave first and he went to check out the house... whilst snooping around.. he noticed someone running off and chased after him...
-when he tot he had lost bao.. zu noticed a pile of burnt things.. and investigated... he saw bones and bao appeared behind him wif a axe and wanted to hack him but zu resisted in time... bao swept zu's legs wif a thick branch and zu fell and hit his head... but b4 bao could attack zu.. he got his gun and shot bao in the legs.... he tried to get bao to cooperated but bao ran off... zu could not chase after him as zu's head was bleeding...
-zu was questioned by a inspector and he seemed skeptical when zu told him bout the story and how he knew bout it... when they were leaving the station... they met xiaowei whu was caught for inordiel(spelling) behaviour and smoking... elephant was furious.... when they were asked to folo the policewoman... xiaowei pleaded zu not to tell xiumei...
-bao was furious and in pain as his leg was shot... he went to sanyuan's sch and whilst sanyuan was in the toilet and captured him... zu met zhi at the sch gate and zhi did not wan to let zu near them... when sixi went to tell them dat sanyuan had disappeared... they went to look for him... but they could not find him in the toilet... when they left the toilet... zu got a call from bao... saying dat he had sanyuan...

ooo... another long summary.. xD oh wells... =p haha...
YAY~! TmL cAn FiNaLlY hEaR hEr VoIcE lE~! wEeEe... *JuMpS aBoUt In JoY~!*

(GoNnA cRy SoOn LiAo~ T.T)

1DaE

HaIx~! AgAiNz~!

2005-06-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

haix.... so sianz again todae.... i tink its cus ur not around.. im feeling so hot and sianz nowadays... eating loads of ice cream also.. haix.. must remind myself not to eat so many.. >_<

did nothing much todae sia.... except having a stomachache through the nite.. but now quite okaez le... whole dae maple onli sia.. when net lag until cannot play... off com and read my book... finally read fin le.. can lend u liao... den jus now...watched "waterboys" so farni and nice... haha... but u dun watch jap shows de... well... nvm... maybe can show u next time... well... realli starting to miss u siaz... almost wanted to call ur hp to chat.. but luckily din... and oh.. btw... my mom knew dat i stayed up late to chat wif u.... she knew... somehow... which i din noe how in the world... oh wells...

hmmz... kinda late le.... BuAiZ~!

( MiSsInG u EvEn MoRe~! )

2 DaEs

GeTtInG hEaTy LiAo~

2005-06-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

aiyo... todae so hot... now i tink abit heaty.... always so thirsty.... must be the weather.... gotta remind myself to drink more water.. >_<

todae so sianz siaz.... whole dae do nothing cept read book and ms.. not really much interesting happened... haix.... really miss her sia... but wat can i do? haix... guai guai wait for her return bah...

oh well... late le... gtg... BuAiZ~!

MiSs Ya~!

3 DaEs

LoNeLy AnD bOrInG dAe....

2005-06-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

she remembered to call b4 she boarded her plane... so happi yet sad at the same time.... gonna miss her and wish her a safe trip....

todae late for oral sia.. so sway.. i went to off alarm and fell aslp again.. >_<>_> and also becus i kept thinking bout her... hopefully its over 30... if not i die...

at home so sianz sia.... kept looking at msn.... and den rem dat she went overseas le... haix... lucky got her photo... haha... ( heh... secret secret where i put the photos.. =D ) oh... b4 i forget... i must rite a summary for her for zero to hero..

-hongzhu hacked william and he died in the end.. but he admitted dat he did not push car off the building...
-ah zu said he had quited gambling and zhi is more scared by him when he says all those sweet things to her...
-elephant got chased out of the house and his buisness is doing badly... but finally trust zu as he paid off his $1000+ debt...
-zu tries to coax his sister to forgive elephant but she gets furious.... also a result of finding out her daughter smsing someone: bye dear, hope to see u soon.
-william goes to the neitherworld and tells the truth to everyone.. everyone is shocked... car goes to newton to ask for william to be punished... but instead of punishing william.. newton tells car dat he is going to be reincarnated...
-zhi goes to see the fortune teller and the fortune teller runs away when he finds out zu is a police officer
-car is running out of time as he has to be reincarnated and possesses sanyuan so dat zu brings him to see hongzhu... hongzhu finally admitted dat she pushed car of the building and begs for his forgiveness... car forgives her and hongzhu goes into labour
-hongzhu is having a difficult birth as the umbilical cord is tangled around the baby's neck and she is in a weak state...
-zu tells car of a way to help hongzhu and he sets off.. but zu is seen by zhi and she tinks he is even weirder... after car leaves... the cry of a baby is heard..

paiseh paiseh... write until so long... sure read till >_<
hmmz... quite late le.... BuAiZ~!
( MuAcKz To U~! )

4 daes

HAiX~!

2005-06-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

Haix~! dunno wats wrong wif me... suddenly no mood after hearing her say something... haix... maybe something wrong wif me bah....

haix... she going off in a few hours le... so sadz... not being able to see or hear from her for 6 daes or so....

hmmz... dunwan say too much... not much mood... okaez.... BuAiZ~!

MoOd SwInG?

2005-06-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yoz~! haha... dunno wats wrong wif me sia... like got mood swing... yi xia zi happi... yi xia zi frustrated.... bleh... dunno lar... >_> (dun mind me)

todae went out to have lunch wif her.. =D go eat tie ban shao... den while waiting to get moi food... met mrs leong... ms haslinda (dunno still single or not.... wahahaha ) and ms salamah ( also dunno still single or not.. dun even noe her name spell correct or not... XD ) haha.... both saw me except mrs leong... dao me sia.. =/

hehe... todae she tie 2 tails... so kawaii... haha.... quite nice... shld tie more often.. but she nvr tie also v.nice... hmmz... dun type le.. later see till go >_< =P

BuAiZ~!

BaCk AgAiN~!

2005-05-31T22:55:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha... back again~ moi second post.... dont really noe wat to rite... but... try my best~! ( ThX fOr ThE eNcOuRaGeMeNt~! )

todae went her hse visit.. =D long time no go le... long time no see her le also... very fun and happy finally got to see her... but... T.T she going away for a few daes... nvm... must try not to be too sad.... urgh... maybe my CCA next week will keep me preoccupied for a while... got my library books to "pei wo" also.. haha... but hor.. tink of holi homework sianz diao le.. -.-" hmmz... quite late le.. gtg... BuAiZ~!

MoI fIrSt PoSt

2005-05-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi~! decided to make a blog wif the help of someone special... will try to update often.. =D gtg... so late le... =P buaiz~